Yeahs~ Subway has promotion and and and. . .

*TWIST* I just saw on news that there will be 50% off for subway from 3-5pm tomorrow!! Yummys. Rendevous Hotel has 1-for-1 buffet too. ARRR. Feed me please. >.<

>.<. What will be the next movie? I forgot the title. :(

Finally get to watch the 7pm channel8 show. Man, the act ABC accent suck to the core. Eww. Lousy actor. And and and. . Felicia chin is pretty. :)

Oh, N95, they dont love you cause you are expensive. So. . . I have a new love. SamsungF480. Till I see the real thing in a week or so.

Happy birthday Pris and Shangyi. :D I'm glad to see you peeps after so long. >.<







Was supposed to pack finish my stuffs by today. In the end. . . I went to JB. Jammed like hell. Sighss.
Nice 'flirting' Celeste. I just shampooed my hair. Its the 4th time for the day. Uh huh. Saloon in Malaysia is cheap. :) Spent less than $100. >.<

My room is messy like shit. Slept in my mum's room ytd and she was snoring all the way. =.=" She says that I sleep talk. Oh well, yeahs i know. I always scold when I sleep talk and I dont know why.

I guess I will keep a puppy if I want to. Suggestions for any short-haired breed?

I seriously need help in my QET. English pros? :(


Woke up thinking it was Saturday. Happily went back to sleep till I heard someone knocking. Sometimes, I just hate being a light sleeper; waking up at the slightest noise. WORK WORK WORK. I was sleepy to begin with but it ended up all well in the noon.

Men = Boys. Boys is not = Men. Airplanes flew pass Stamford Court. Think it was some stunt thing. The men, including director ran to the window and they were gazing and awwing like curious children. Today's quite fun though. I almost said Bye but. . . arghs. Forget it. I'm an idiot.

Sometimes, shit do happen. Just hang on and it will be over yeahs. You see, people may not love you the way you want them to, but it doesnt mean they do not love you for all they have. You do know that people do have mood swings. So. . . yeahs. Let it be and smile for me. :)


People tend to be forgetful. Forget what one loves at that moment and fall deeply yet again with someone elses or with the same person over and over. I know i know i know how irritating that is but leopard will never change its spots, no? Oh. Longest streak for dreams of cutie pie : 2 continuous nights. >.<

Saw my Kindergarden report book, it says I have nice handwriting. Wows. Trying to bluff a small kid like me last time. How can children's handwriting be nice? I mean.. it's supposed to be so DAMN BIG and . . . ugly? Okay, and I saw my Peirce report book. Readers, Breath breath breath.

Results . . mostly F9s and you can see the - - -. I think I didnt even bother to take the exams. Yeah yeah. What an idiotic child I was. But I've learnt my lesson. It' so worth it. Giving me an extra year yet I learnt so much more; values wise. Oh yah, anyways. . . I think I inspired the p to put the cctv and security post near the gate of SinMing Peirce. Always run away from school halfway and was caught by him once and then the following week, CCTV is up. =.="" How efficient.~~ My mum still cant fathom why I was so rebellious last time . . but she's glad i'm such a changed person now. :D Love you, my fatty mum. >.<


Always see Peirceans around. It's like Singapore is too small or I'm stayin near school? Saw KangRae at 10+ am and like a typical teacher, I asked "Why aint you in school". Only taught like 4months and I see Peirceans every now and then. Imagine teachin for years; 10, 20, 30! They probably see students like everywhere if they remember them. Wows. Now I understand "Tao Li Man Tian Xia" ~

Okay. I so gotta Pack pack pack and move move move. Hopefully I will shift in by 7thJuly or 17thJuly. If only I was born on such beautiful date. LHT, where are you; no one knows. . . . .

It's strange how you are like nowadays. Months ago, I would be overjoyed. Now, neutral or worst. Don rely or expect anything from me, please. It will only make me feel guilty or make you feel weird. When school reopens, you will have your bunch of friends. Then, you may just disappear. I dont know and I'm not going to be fortune teller to say anything. Yeahs.


Wanted to wake up earlier for work. In the end, snooze became my good friend and I woke up like 1hour later. I know this is nothing compared to kiddos wakin up at 5+ 6+ for stupid school.
Still. . .

Well, it's not so bad afterall la. I'm just tired to begin with. Reached at almost 11 and left at 5. Felt guilty for not completing the task on Spain for Naik. Arghs. But I really have to leave for Birthday girl yeahs. Didnt sing Happy Birthday song but I sang Right Here Waiting which happened to play on the radio. Inappropriate~ But its fine. She loves my singing. EHEM >.<


Linda : Why you only want to watch Meet the Horton?
Me : Huh. Horton? Ehh. You know who is Horton?
Linda : Ehh~ The xiao dong wu right.
Me : *Laugh* Not really XIAO dong wu cause its DA ben xiang.

Actually, she was refering to Don mess with the Zohan. We watched and ehh. I dont find it nice actually. Quite lame and brainless to me. At least, I ate my salted popcorn this time. *TWIST*





I'm home today and I'm glad. Have time to finish off Gossip Girl at least. Nice show I would say. I would definitely watch Season2 as well, as long as Blake Lively is on. :D

Linda said shes having tummy upset and shes 'blaming' it on her greediness for the prawn which HuiEn deemed unclean. Birthday girl to be, hope you get well yeahs. Few more hours to your birthday and I wonder how you celebrating tomorrow. Do you need me to not go to work 2ml? O.O~

Remember you took off specially on my birthday this year. How we laughed because I did something stupid. Asking the person where PizzaHut was when its right in front of us. Embarrassed.


Supposed to meet at 2.
Me : Can I meet you earlier? Around 1.40.
H.E : Okay. I will try to; asap.
Looked at the time. 1.30 and I haven bath. 1.45. Still in bathroom.
H.E : Sorry. Will be a little late. Maybe 1.50.
Me knowing I will be late : Okay. Take your time. Meet you at same time. 2pm.
2. Left house.
*Shit you Jocelyn, bad habit. :( Having a clock in the bathroom doesnt solve this. Having a watch doesnt help. Kick it off baby.*

So, the 0634 peeps meet again. Not all present though.

0634 bbq at Changi Beach on 21July2008.

Picture of the 0634 girls; not all present. Oh. And the one in red, Ms Lin Zhengda if you want to include her as the girls. Yeahs.





So we ate , played and some got scolded for throwing the sparklers up the tree.

And thats our leisure. Or rather my leisure. Linda piggybacking me. :D *Twist* Better piggyback me more before I grow all fat and old. >.<

And thats when I never want to get down.

And thats how retarted my face can get.

Oops. Did you just agree with me. Roars.

Yeah yeah. And we three are going to FOS. I swear I will go to Yusof Ishak House to have my subway at whatever faculty it is. Blur hor? But we like. >.<

Thats my favourite pic of the day. >.< And.. no, i wun do tongue piercing. :)

Doing some routine job. Pros and cons. Makes me sleepy cause its too simple a job. At least, I dont feel exploited. Listened to music all day and I wished I had a fm with me. Snorezy.

I wonder why Teachers aint allowed to wear jeans ? Its too informal ? Not really ? The CEO , Directors and Managers of international company wear jeans too. Yeahs. And I wore slipper. >.<

My aloofness is just a facade. A tragedy that cant be changed. Face it. Its here to stay cause its just me. Suppressed yet who understands when I dont even understand myself. Snorezy.

I'm moving out. When? I dunno, but soon. And the place seems so alien. My frens all will be staying so damn far away and I'm so scared I will just die of boredom if I move there faster. Snorezy.


Okay. Boss so gotta give me the best worker award. First day of work. Request? Can I not come tomorrow cause I'm going out for movies. Great.
You see. I have two pairs of free tickets to KungFu Panda and the Hulk (Incredible Hulk)? Don even remember the name. But well. I went. Oh yahs, and they gave free popcorn combo as well but :( its sweet and not salted. Dont like~~~

Mesmerised by this tigress voice. Its from Angelina Jolie~~ HOHOHO. Sexy sexy lips. *lick lick*. I swear I will still be loyal to you ; my new love, Blake Lively. *winks* EHH. Like as if she cares. Lalala.

Ranny is coming to Singapore tomorrow. Hohoho. Haven seen her for donkey years. This time, rather different. I will see her with her daughter. Alrights. How cool is that. All grown up yo. And I'm still me with no commitments. :D


Am always lazy to hunt for jobs. Waiting for jobs to hunt for me. Yet again, a job found me. I tot I can just relax or go crazy till sch reopens. Gotta earn a litte cash for now. One week of work. Snores. Here I come. Must be good; no more late nights, come home early, sleep early. Earn more money and drop dead beautifully. :D
ARGHS. Wo mei you 'Drop Dead Beautiful'. :(~~

someone name army called in the mornin for some NYJC survey. dont know why she called that survey when she only ask. "what school are you going to' and 'what course' =.=" well well. nice voice you hab. dunno is it ms army chiew though. luckily you hab a nice voice if not i will curse you for disturbing my sleep can. :}

off to finish watching gossip girl. serena aka blake lively. she's beautiful. :)




My lappy can connect to Internet now~ Hope it doesnt go insane again. I seriously need my beauty sleep. :(


I dont know what to say when you gave me this. Its so. . . not you? Or its so not me to be not like last time? Well. .Thanks for making this cross stitch thingy. I realised I do not hang things on my hp so it will be my bookmark yeahs. :D~




the smart me spoilt both my desktop and lappy! i cant use the internet from home, for now~ gosh!!! okok. life's been alright. am quite crazy recently. if i take what i took last time, i guess its not suprising yeah. well, of coz we cant be like what we used to be. i'm just glad you peeps are as happy. perhaps, we just not meant to be like .. mm.. close friends? i dont know. the fact that you aint there when i was in trouble like six years ago, i guess theres nothin much to say. tell me forgive and forget, i tell you. . . not as easy. friends we are still. but. . just friends yo. :D

thanks uncle stan for lending me the com while he happily view his fhm girls. :D. thanks the handsome uncle whom wink durin the badminton game. thanks those uncles whom i dunno who wanted to treat us our drinks. we can afford. :D . ciaosss.


Was sick. Fever, soar throat and excruciating headaches that is capable of driving one to tears.
Missed my favourite cereal prawn trip because of that. ARGHS~

Thanks to those who happen to know that I was sick and showed care and concern. I will be good maybe today or tomorrow. Probably helped my mum out with the household chores. Iron clothes? Never done that before. Lets pray that I don burn the clothes or whatsoever. Hope its a nice suprise with no tragedies. Ciaos.


And I love you so, cutie. :) Enjoy your holidays.
To all who are going for holidays, enjoy too.

And here goes my long neglected buddy. Tonight you are not spared.


oh yah, don tell me you promise. i don want empty promises. you are so used to this aloofness treatment i'm giving you for. . . 6years already. i hope you know our world dont fit each other and that yeahs. . . cheers for the frenship if you talk less crap. cheers for us being neighbours soon.

and you. . i wonder why you always nudge me and. . . oh well. . . i love you. but so much lesser now. mind you, my nudge was never on cause i find it really irritating. off it after my first experience with the stupid shaking window. yeahs. :) one day, they so gotta invent one where some longhair shit come climbing out of the window and it so gotta scare the shit out of me. eeewwww. i will make sure i invent an online scissors then. *cut cut* >.<


Jocelyn, can you try not to be late or rather so late?
Supposed to meet Gillian at 7.06am yesterday. She was nice to let me sleep longer. So we meet at 11.15 instead. I reached at around 12. ROARSSS! Bad habit I have. Leaving home at the meeting time always. :(


An entry specially for my dear Thai friend.
Hello, Phaky.
Good luck for your SAT on a Sat morning. SATs are supposed to be taken on Saturdays, is it? :]

You are leaving coming Sunday. You better miss me okay! You probably wun miss Singapore food, but you must miss your Singapore food buddy hor. >.<
Without you, this lazy ass here may die of starvation one day. ROARS

I will miss the days; the craps we shared.
Miss how retarded we can be.
Miss how disgusted you are by granny. LOL.
Miss how the bus uncles always likeeee the very cute me.
Miss how I always talk to your chest cause you are so tall!~ Miss how you always get harrassed by gays. No more such experiences in Thailand lor so you better cherish it! :D~
Miss how a Mr Nice you are.
And of cause miss the dearest phaky~~~~

Oh yah! Didnt manage to get you a souvenir that I wanted. I'm sure somehow this is not our last meeting though. I will find a "SUPER MAN" boxer and will get for you man. Or... do you want those kind with lace? Hurrs~~ :D~

Till we meet again, take care boy. Thanks thanks thanks for everything.
Loves, Spidey ka. :D~






I'm finally feeling sleepy and in fact a bit seh. Which is good. At least I felt something. :) Waiting for hair to dry so I will tuck myself to my cosy bed. Hopefully a sweet dream tonight. Remember the dream that I had. Well. I deciphered 4digit and yeahs it came out. Well well. . . it's hard to choose between profitable nightmares and sweet dreams now. Hahas.

Butch, lesbian is hoping you are feeling better after you met such a cutie angel. EHEM!!! EAT EAT EAT. If not I gotta cook for you and you will probably die of food poisoning. When you are admitted to the hospital, the nurses will be old and have saggy boobs. So you better eat before you cause misery to your emotions. LOLx.

2e3, send me photos yeahs. :)


I knew I will have nightmares after seeing this long hair big eye girl combing her hair at the bus stop at 3+ am. Looking at me when the car drives pass. WTH! Her face was like grey at that time lor. I swear. Eee. Saw her again at Prata House at 4+. Omg. Should have given her a lift and ask her not to anyhow scare people next time. :)

Nightmares again and again. Dreamt that I killed my grandma. She already passed away years ago. Dreamt that ...'s wife passed away. She is still alive and was admitted to hospital few weeks back. Eww. If its reported on the news that you know. I think my dreams are really insane.

Dude. I hope you will cheer up soon. Believe and you will find the right one soon. :)


Presenting Shu Hui's beloved. . Sugar

It's nice to have a dog to welcome you home, isnt it?
Sugar has long paw nails and she was happily jumping and scratching my legs. I wonder doesnt she get giddy runnin to and fro. I guess I will probably faint if I were to do the same.

She was damn cute. She kept lookin at me. Probably wondering why I didnt play with her. She doesnt know I'm afraid that she will 'bite' me. Like how dogs play with human beings. So I kept my hands to myself. She looked at me for some time. Then she came and lie on my thigh then lick lick. How cute. Good thing is she doesnt bark. :)

Awww. I need a dog that doesnt bark. I need a dog that doesnt bite too. Where to find. The thing is. . . Do I really want a dog.

Shu Hui , nice chatting with you after donkey years. One kind girl who will go extra miles for her friend and doing all from the heart, not asking anything in return. Lets grow fat together and I will give you my share of chicken bits next time too. Hehes. Rock on~~ :)

Met up with Grace and Szehui. Grace has a new boyfriend! Szehui and boyfriend celebrating their one year anniversary coming Saturday! Reminds me of what Shu hui said. She said 3/4 of Singaporeans are either gays or bisexuals. Ehh. Shuhui, your theory accurate mahs? Hahas~

Year 2007. As I listened to Utada Hikaru's First Love.
I asked. . What song are you listening to right now.
You said. . Utada Hikaru's First Love.

You said. We were young back then, now its God plan to let us meet each other again. Elliot Yamin's wait for you. you sang.
I thought, perhaps. Yet I realised, I do need someone like you but you are just not the right person.
I made it clear. You left. I wish you luck but in the end. . .you and her didnt work out.
You said. It was a mistake in the beginning.

I asked. The wrong person or wrong timing.
I said. The next one will be better.