It was a good day to begin with. . . Manage to steal a chat with you. You probably hear this many times but ehh you are really cute lors. Hahas. Never fail to brighten my day to a LARGE extent. And and and. . .You will do well for History and Geography. :D












Teachers are like umbrellas. How true. How sad.


I can but I can't.
I did and I didn't.
Craps

Students, study well for the exams. All the best!


Thanks, students of 2e2 for making it a suprise for 2e1. :)
Hope that you all like the video I made specially for you all. Loves..


Today is my last teaching day. . .

So had lesson with 2e1. Always have this. . . "Geo noisy. History attentive." behaviour on even weeks Friday. Mmm! But anyways. . showed a video. Wanted to say something at the end. . but I just couldn't bring myself to say it because I know I would probably cry? So. Big nono.
Well 2e1, I really really am thankful that I have such a wonderful class. I love you all. I will miss you all. . And how can I forget. . Happy Birthday Ivy. Hope you had a wonderful day.

2e2, somehow. . . I guess I love you all a lot too. I have so much to say as well but time doesnt allow me to. I see you all most compared to other classes. Of course, I have a deeper feeling for you all. Really. . . thanks for everything as well.

2e3, you peeps needa practise self-control during lessons. Teachers cant teach well in a noisy environment. :( And I feel that I aint a good teacher for your class. Well. . . I know many of you are nice people too. So yeahs. . . be nice to the next teacher alright. Thanks so much for the self-made cards. . . .
To those who stayed back for the ehem highly-entertaining chats. Thanks. I had a great time and I am glad to see Mei smiling so much. Mei, must smile more okay. See me next time, must smile hor ! >.<

I still have 2 more weeks in school. Invigilation! Meaning. . Mid-year examinations for my darlings. So. . . wish you all All The Best! Remember. . . You reap what you sow.

I received this on Wed. 23April2008. Thanks 2E3. Especially to those who spent time decorating the card. I love the bear bear, ShuMin. You all must Jia You in your studies okay. :)

Thanks Zi Dan. I can see your effort. I really do hope you will continue to work hard. :) Dont give up yahs.

What I said may be crude but I mean what I said.

Today was busy like hell. But you know. This will be the last busy day. . .

2e2 didnt keep the promise. *roars*


I have to rewrite the SUMMARIES for History from chap2-6. Which is like time-consuming. Sighs. I have . . . . . . . 1 2 3 more things to do !! :(



Will update about 2e3 on friday or so.

Two more days. . .


Come to think of it.

GalA has 5friends. If 2 friends came looking for her/open up to her, the things she can do is give them encouragements. Thats the most basic thing a person can do. The other 3 friends who doesnt open up to her or just behave like acquaintance. Of cause GalA wouldnt talk much to them. So GalA became the one in fault now?

And I realised. . . the answer is No.

We are not saints. We cant treat everyone, even the strangers on the road as equal as how we treat others. Equality is ideal but never possible. Can be improved but never perfect.


Confession made. *shy*
Cutie, seeing you is enough to make my day. :) Thanks.
2e2, secrets till Friday yahs.

Ms A Wong was absent so I took over and went to Ai Tong School today; my primary school!!
To see the similarities and the differences really brings back memory. Though I cant remember much of my "no childhood years" but well. . . the feeling is still there. And indeed it is a very CHINESE school.

Saw peirce-tutors teaching the Ai tong students. I'm really very glad.
Takif really sends my jaw dropping. Very patient. Well. Mr nice boy. You make a good tutor. I'm proud of you.


Yes Yes Yes! It's workable! It took me 7hours++ to do it. First attempt so dont "giam" alright. :)

Today's updates. Done with Sec2Es Geo papers.
To me, happiest moment was to see Ye Kai got his B. . . and and and Zi Dan pass her geography test!! :D~
2E2 seem to improve quite a bit. Thanks dear.

Oh. And Eagle won! Hur hur hur. I'm from Eagle house. *smiles*


To all who feel that work is getting tougher, studied yet do not get good results. Don and never should you all give up. Just continue to try harder. Understand the chaps objectives well. Look at the questions carefully. The really tough one is coming up. The Mid-Year Exams. It will kill if you all dont revise your chaps well. So yeahs. . . Just try your best and never give up. *supports you all*

Not that I dont know because I'm not blind. But I'm so tired that I dont wanna strain my emotions further. So I have 12classes of papers to mark. Tons of things to do according to my own timeline. I'm killing myself. Was so tired that I ate while sleeping. Please don't try this at home. >.<

I love 1e2. Very conducive class. For the students and myself. One more lesson with you all. I will miss you all. Vanessa is sooooo cute.
Vanessa : "Class stand" (waiting for everyone to stand and be quiet)
Eagen : "Class greet" (when everyone is not ready yet)
Vanessa : "Don anyhow give commands lars!" (hit Eagen)


Heard good comments. Thanks teachers.


Today was okay. And 2e1.. I really saw a lizard that is of a different colour and has pink polka dots. I seriously think that it ate something wrong or is sick. So yeahs. . . Yin Anne and Joey finds it funny when I say that. Ehh. Okay there's some funny element perhaps but I'm concern for the lizard you see. >.<

So 6 classes had test today. So.... 6 classes + 2 more classes of sec1 Hist to mark.

Summaries and EHEM to be done by Monday. Pardon my pimple face this few days. I am not having enough 'nutrients' . Roarsss.









Hey I find you real damn cutee. *shy*
Oh yahs. I find Ms Poon damn cool. :D Loves..




Thanks Zi Dan. Though you spelt my name wrongly. But I appreciated that self-made card a lot. Tomorrow Fridayyy. Last day of my last teaching odd week.


I probably need to trace my words for the summaries I've done for History. Cause too light? And stupid printer cant detect the ink? :( Sadden. So much effort put in. You know others probably wouldn't do summaries for you all. I just hope you all appreciate and do your best for exams. If you don't help yourself, nobody can.

Its a moment of helplessness, to know you are upset yet I can't do anything. I hope you are fine. We probably wouldn't talk. But I have a confession to make. Soon soon. . . .

So its 2 more days to the weekend. 2 more days to the end of my last Odd week.
I know I will be busy marking and doing somethings. I dont mind as long as you all appreciate.


Perhaps I should stick to that idea. But time is short. I'm afraid I have no time. I have a crazy idea but its not feasible.

Sec1s had test. Papers to mark. Last lesson is coming nearer for individual classes. Counting down to some but wish the time will remain stagnant for the others. I know myself that I will miss some like crazy.

1E1, "Mrs Chua" will be marking your papers after she finished her lunch. I hope you all will do well.

Historian Toh. For a moment, I was embarrassed when your class called you that when you went up the stage. 1E2 is just so cute.

I hope you will not abuse the trust given from me to you. I was disappointed once. But you know, if you choose to misuse this trust yet again. This is the last time I will get hurt by you cause you know that this is the last paper I will be marking.

I'm addicted to Secondhand Serenade's songs. >.<


Today is my last lesson for 1E4. I wun give you all my MSN but I will be glad to hear your achievements in years to come.
Nicolene, very unique name. My history rep, i'm glad that you like History (i saw on your blog). Stay bubbly always.
Vivienne, you have a very cute smile. Keep the smile on.
Jing yi, perhaps I will see you on the bus some day again.
James, my history rep. Please wear your pants HIGHER. I know you are trying to be SEXY but please dont leave it dangling low. :)
To 1E4, I wish you all All the best for your coming exams. Hope you all enjoy the rest of your years in Peirce. >.<


Okies. I completely wasted my lower sec life in school. But hahas. Doesnt matter. Whats important is I'm a totally changed person. Seeing some of my sec1 and sec2 having so many goals in life, I feel so proud of them. :) Keep it up, darlings.







Every IPW lesson, I find myself saying to myself "Its Thursday! Tomorrow is Friday!".. And and and I will be damn happy. *smiles* But, think of it.. it means next week is ODD week! and you know I hate hate hate hate my odd week timetable. :( Last odd week. I must enjoy it! :D

So its common test weeks. I gotta mark mark mark. And do summariessss.
Geo next week. I know my darlings gotta score well for that. :)

Cutie, Ayame or Misaki for you perhaps? >.<


Rushing for time like crazy. Die die must complete my Geo things. Guess I shall handwrite the answers and explanations for the WB exercise.

Okies. I have a new student from 2e3. His name is ......... Hehehe. :X I will remember soon. :D
So I have like . . . 5 korean students now. Winks >.< Koreans have damnnn nice and fair skin and their eyes are brown/hazel. Nice. :) I'm somehow in love with koreans now. Haha. NOT because of him. But I watched a documentary about the traditional koreans. The korean ah ma is like damnn cute. :)

Thanks Zhe Wen for the fruit salad. Its very nice. :) Okies. I think Mei is so damn cool. Just one turn and one look of yours made him shut up. Hahas. Pro man. Okies. First time I see you smile because I smiled at you. So yahs. Hehehes. :)


Roars. I can hear myself talking loudly, fighting the rain drops.
We dont drown ourselves in sorrows. Smile all you can. :)

Counting down. I still have . . . 13 more official lessons. Then it's their Mid-Year Examinations. So, I gotta look for a new job. Tutor Maths. :D Maths is so loved by me. Interested parties let me know. LOL.

Its such a lovely sight to see keen learners. I sincerely appreciated that effort and yeahs love you all lotsssss. Okies. In the midst of writing out the summaries for Sec2 History. Maybe I will do for Geography as well?


I failed as a teacher. Perhaps, I should not even consider teaching as my career.

When you care so much for someone and something like that happens, it just drains you completely. Please understand, I was never angry to begin with. When I keep quiet, it just means that I'm disappointed. I'm disappointed because I know you all can be much nicer, like last time. I sincerely appreciated what you all did. Those simple things, conversations and smiles just made my day. But, I no longer see them now.

I just wished I can be less responsible and less caring for once. . Perhaps, my life will be better that way.


This week is bad. Extremely disheartening week.

I spent long hours on planning lessons. This is how you all appreciate by making so much noise and being so uncooperative. I'm really tired. Physically and mentally. Low morale for wanting to be a teacher. Deepest admiration for senior teachers who can tahan so long. Perhaps, I should care less so I wouldnt feel so hurt when students dont appreciate.

What an unappreciative and no encouragement week. Sometimes, if someone is not feeling good. You all can always show concern or even encourage them. I received none. Its fine. But, I received cold treatment instead. "Thanks" huh. For making me look so much like a idiot.


Today was april fools' day. But ehh. Wells, the one that Thor Jia Yi lied about was the scariest though. Didnt expect cause I thought something bad happened to her. Out of concern, it was a trick. Horrr!!

You peeps are just so unappreciative. When I tried to say serious things, values that I think you all need to know. Encouragement to make you all feel better. This is the shit I got from you all. I really.... am disappointed and am so reluctant to see you all again. Serious. Three more weeks and I'm done.

Today some teacher asked me "Do you still aspire to be a teacher." I said "Ya. I guess." And they are really amazed. Do you all know why there are so little teachers now. Being a teacher is not easy. We do not only teach, but be on the constant watch out for you all. Its worst if you all dont even appreciate. So yes. I'm saying. This particular class. You made me have second thoughts about being a teacher. And please. Feel ashame of yourself. You peeps are the only class that made me feel so bad about myself. So yes. . Please reflect.