Monday, March 31, 2008 ♥

It's the start of my tedious odd week. Roarss. Lookin forward to even weeks. Lol.
I think I placed too much priority on the well-beings of my students that I think I'm getting too emotional. Okies. Thats not the professional way to do things!
Audrey, hope the msg makes sense to you. It was just a random msg from me to you. :) Thanks for being so sensible all the time. Keep that beautiful smile at all times. :)
Melanie, thanks for saying hello today. At least, you doesnt dislike me now perhaps? So I'm really glad. I really appreciated that a lot. Thanks for making my day. Winks.
JingLing, Yeahs. I'm loved by many. Thanks for informing. Hahas.
Ms Teabag, I shouldn't say. . "Continue to not to care about anything. Don even bother to talk to me then. " Apologises. I wonder when will we start to talk or when will you simmer down.
Students, you all can take a look at books written by Andrew Matthews. Not bad. Have comics too. :) Talks about life and yeahs. Somehow, may make sense to you peeps. Oh well, Mahjong Queen.. I bought one for you. But ehh will give you some time during next week perhaps.
Friday, March 28, 2008 ♥
This week is my best week.
So ... yes. Even weeks fridays are my favourite. Today was the day.
Had lesson with darling
2e1. They were rowdy during Geo lesson. :( Hist lesson was very enjoyable though. I mentioned about the pathetic toilet system in Singapore in the past. So I was saying the shit and all will be collected once a day from the common toilet. So I ask. "Will others find Singapore clean and nice"
Zhe wen said "Yes. because there are fertilisers then the plants grow very nice" LOL. Okies. that was funny. Imparting Geo and Hist skills together. Nice. Oh well.
Yin Anne is damn cute. :) Don't know why but I just find her damn cute everytime.
1e2 , my beloved. I just enjoy teaching them. They really can make my day to a great extent. :) Love you all lots.
I'm not reprimanding you and it's not nice for you to talk to me this way. If that's how you treat me and will be treating me for the rest of the 6weeks, I would be damn disappointed. and I'm serious.
Oh ya. And Thanks Paul.
Thursday, March 27, 2008 ♥
Had photo-taking session. Okies. This is my first photo-taking session as a teacher. I seriously am not photogenic so I doubt it will turn out nice. But whatever. Its my first experience taking photo with so many educators. :) Nice.
1a1 was loved today. Very attentive and quiet today. I love them a lot today. I hope to see more of such behaviours in the last few lessons with them.
Aswir and Nini look so sweet together. They are only sec1 and they have been dating for two years. Hahas. How sweet. All the best! :)
Ipw was okay. Can see them somehow much more bonded today. I'm so so glad. But not all contributed though. Its a team so peeps. Learn to work as a team.
Ariel did some research and I sincerely appreciated it. I am so glad that
Adeline mentioned she love that ipw blog. Gosh, if you were to see this. What will you feel. LOL. Okies. So, adeline is looking forward to visiting the Children's Home. :) The webby makes me wanna be a volunteer in that home. Hahas. After 9May, I gotta look at the zoo ambassador thing again. Yes volunteers for life. :D
I know many of you need attention but Hey i have so many students. I can't possibly give all my attention to you. So... please understand. I have my difficulties managing my emotions and me being an amatuer teacher. So please.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ♥
Relief two periods and they turn out fine. Upper secondary are just much more adorable. :)
Yes yes. I managed to complete two Geo units with
2e3 today. Nice!
2e3 was very well-behaved today. Thumbs up. I'm loving
2e3 more and more.
Melanie, i saw your blog. Indeed, the collecting of files made me really frustrated with your class. It's quite horrendous. So, there was this initial 'arghs 1e3' feelings. But, after the last lesson. I guess it's okay. Liking your class more now. Hope you guys keep it up and don disappoint me. Because... I dont hab much time and I don want to leave with bad memories of any class.
Tomorrow is a long and tedious day for me. I pray I would maintain my cool. I hope . . . . you peeps will be good 2ml.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 ♥
2a1 was quiet today. Shocking but its the truth.
Denzel contributed answers which is very good. Keep it up.
Jerold's handwriting is really very very nice and neat. :)
2e3 was rowdy. I guessed because it's after recess. Well, new seating arrangements. Not bad I guess. But
Wai Chuan is..... noisy as usual. He is really good at self-entertaining, with his imaginary mosquito friend.
Jeron looks sad. Hope you are feeling okay.
It seem that
1e1 wouldn't be upset if i were to leave. 1e1 has a lot to learn. I understand that you all are yearning to give answers. But, I seriously need constructive ideas.
Pei Jun is my good student. So.. Bing Ru's ears are 9cm long? Well. . But
Bing Ru is quite cute looking. I wouldn't say that to you all when I'm still in school.
I love even weeks, especially Friday when I see my beloved classes. I pray hard that my Thursday will be fine. I pray again that my lessons wouldnt be disrupted, esp my sec2 geo which I cannot afford to miss.
Monday, March 24, 2008 ♥
Alarm~ Snooze Snooze~ Now I wonder how much do I really want to be a teacher. Having to wake up early in the morning for the rest of my life. Lessons Lessons.
I don't mind if someone is constantly there to support, to make my day though. :)
I need inspirations. I need improvements in students' behaviour and results. That's all teachers ask for. Seriously.
Thanks
1E3 for behaving. Today was quite okay.
JingHan was good and I'm very very glad. I see an overall improvements in 1e3. Keep it up. I am waiting to love you all more. :)
So much to cover. I'm left with around 4 weeks to prepare my babies for Mid-year examinations. 4 chaps for Geo!! 2 for 2e Hist. 1 for 2a and 1e Hist. I pray hard that lessons wouldn't be interrupted with all the upcoming health check.
2e1, you missed your lessons due to the Cross country. I'm afraid I do not have the time to show you all the Raffles video. Apologises. Talking about video, I so much want to make a video for some classes. But, I do not have the class photos so it's hard. I think perhaps I should drop this idea.
2e2 has a new seating arrangement which I dont like personally. I will never put my students in rows together. Too distracting for the students. I heard
Dawn saying "Be quiet. Don't let Ms Lau hate our class." Dawn, not to that extent of hating your class for sure. :) But hearing lotsa noise and disrupting my lessons will just spoil my mood and affects the extent of loving you all. :] Thanks
Gladys and
Jolene for 'shh...ing' the class. Thanks to many who
responded.
Jolene, i like you very much for all the responses, the nodding of head and your keen attitude towards studies. :)
Thursday, March 20, 2008 ♥
Everyone is not perfect. We have to learn to accept others sincerely and not laugh at their imperfections. If you do not like people to laugh at you, then it's not nice for you to laugh or insult others. It's time to learn to be sensitive to other people's feelings.
I'm still tryin to figure out. But, it's not easy. . . Sighs.
IPW on Thurs. More contributions this time round. But, somehow, I'm looking for less superficial answers. Okay. We are workin towards it. You peeps gotta work hard!
Junyong was really blur I think. LOLs. We made
Yekai shy by 'forcing' him to sing a song before he can go because he did not contribute any ideas. Okay, he was funny.
Adeline was cute. It's the second time I mentioned. Well. Conclusion : Adeline IS cute. I don't know why. But I just find the way you laugh adorable. :)
Talking about cute people,
Fiona is cute.
Seraphina is cute too plus a little clumsiness. LOLx.
Yin anne is cute in her own ways too.
Vanessa is very very mini + cute. Ehh. Very cute handwriting too. Hahahas. (only people who have seen her handwriting knows what I mean).
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ♥
Nice. Was praised for meticulous job. :)
Students, have you all wonder.. did you all really appreciate what teachers have done for you all? Especially your form teachers? If you all do, do something nice for your teachers at times? Things like a simple note or a genuine smile is sweet enough. Serious. :) It's quite normal for me to be sweet to others though. So yeahs. Must learn from me. I can give you all tips. LOL.
My dear "Xue Ling". In case you are suffering from STM again. It's you. Xue Ling is your chinese name given by me. Hush hush. You "passed". She let you off. Happy for you. But, be smart too. See her dont run. Just walk away. See her from afar, walk opposite directions but dont make it so damn obvious. Pray hard that you wun get caught by her again.
Monday, March 17, 2008 ♥
Had fever but still went to school. I can tahan!! Don wanna miss lessons with 2e2. If not gotta rush. Their lessons will be affected again on Wed. History. :(
I guess it's not you alone. The silly me feels shy at times. Gosh.
Sherly. Nice smile of the day. Thanks so much pretty.
Yin anne was cute too. When she said "i'm from 2e1" to Mrs Jeya. :)
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 ♥
I'm done with the checking of files!!
Thanks
JingLing for helping me. You have been a great help. Bought a book for you in return. The book that you always wanted. Hope you like it. :) Seeing you on Friday to help you with your maths and pass you the book. Its a token of appreciation from me to you. :)
Mahjong Queen, hope you are feeling less feverish. We are talking much lesser on MSN now. I guess maybe ran out of topics and probably because you already lose interest as you always do for many things. Roarss.
Mrs Tarzan, Nice talking to you. And pls. I'm never sarcastic when I speak to you. All, from the bottom of my heart. Hahas. It's somehow nice to hear the similarity from two different person. To me, at least. Smiles.
To one student, It's obvious that you do not like me. But, I guess.. I'm fine about it. It's just that. . . perhaps you do need to think about one incident before you speak. Who was the one who helped you look for your teacher when she's away. Who bother to check if the jersey was there under the teacher's table? Who went upstairs to check if your teacher was there? Who bother to call your teacher to check her location? Most teachers will just shun you by saying "She's not in". I guarantee. So yes. If "attitude problem" is what you told others about me. I have nothing to say.
Monday, March 10, 2008 ♥
Its march holidays and I went back to school to check the files. Students, you all should appreciate this very much because I'm not paid to do these. You may think "Who ask you to do, I also never ask you to check" Well, its responsibility. I mentioned in the blog before, I don't want to pass shit to teachers who will be taking over after I leave. If only you all really understood what i meant.
Completed almost all sec1s files. Left sec2 Geos and 2e2's history. I need just one more day to get everything done!! Realised I didn't go through corrections :( Time too packed. I will think about how to make things simplier.
Seraphina, thanks soo much for ensuring that your class files are done. Its very nicely done. Cheers. I love you lotsa :)
Wan Yi is so damn cute. She can't find her Common Test Paper, so she photocopied Samuel ones. Samuel did well, so I left a remark "Good job. Keep it up Samuel" and Wan Yi liquid away his name and put her name. LOLX.
JingLing, thanks for helping me today. Thanks for waiting. I know it's boring though there's a litte girl with you. :p
2e1, it's just so hard to not like you all. Though ALL of you did not indicate the marks, I gave you all stickers still. :) Except those with missing pages.
SHERLY! You almost got your sticker~ Wasted! I so much wanted to give you the sticker. Roars~~ Hope you are enjoying yourself in Indonesia now. Smiles.
Sunday, March 9, 2008 ♥
Haven been blogging for a long time. Not that I've abandoned my blog but I was too busy.
Cause relief teachers (Kalpana, Sam Ann and Su Nguan) are leaving on coming Friday, so we were like busy making cookies for ALL teachers. Okay. Recap recap.
Was very pleased with 2e3. . for the first time. And I'm hoping for more of such days. :) Most of them handed in their files, though not perfect files. But i'm still very very glad that they bothered. So yeahs, I had many perfect files at the end of Wed. 2e3, Don be so lazy and you all will do very well. Keep it up!
I don like Thurs AT ALL. Same old class, same old problems. I made one class stayed back and complete their files. Guess they didnt have time for recess. I felt so so bad. Honestly, I didnt know it's already so many mins past recess time. Prefects made things worst by saying "Ms Lau why you so bad hold them back". But, they didnt know how horrible they can be. Its the ONLY class that I lose my temper. Its the ONLY class that I cant help but shout everytime. Its the ONLY class that I'm always irritated. horrible, horrible, horrible. :(
Sec1 must hate me a lot. Seriously, I find myself lecturing them much much more than my sec2s. I felt so.......... I almost cried. But NO, I wouldnt cry in front of you people. Never should I.
Somehow, things are not as simple. As teachers, we have many parties to consider.
One, my HOD, I do have to answer to my HOD when things are not done properly.
Second, teacher who will be taking over when I leave. I can't pass shit to him or her right. Its responsibility i'm dealing with.
Third, its my duty to monitor students work. Every teachers will want their students to do well.
Fourth, students parents. (dont want to elaborate).
Fifth, Myself as a teacher. My confidence level too. If you people think it's easy. Try it and you will know. Its really not easy.
Okay. So stayed back to manage my files. Thanks JingLing and Alicia. By the end of the week. I should have 14 classes of files. No kidding. I will have to go back to school during March holidays to pack. Roars.
It's very nice of Eunice, Seraphina and YuSheng to get me a 2a2 class tshirt. Thanks so much. 
So.. I gave them Ferrero Rocher the next day with a note. And yeahs. Some students said that I showed favourtism. Before you say anything, do think. What have you done for me? If no, then don complain.
Beloved 2E1 gave me a card. It's the biggest card I've ever received in my life. Blur blur 2E1 thought it was my last day of school on Friday. So cute.. Well, it was a beautiful mistake for me though. Hope you all did not feel cheated for you all will still see me despite the "Goodbye" card. Still, Thanks so much. :) I will try to improve myself as a teacher.
Praise's handwriting is soo nice in the letter. :)
Sherly pretty, I love you too. Hahas.
Ivy, I still remember the first time we met. Together with Joshuan and Jeremy Lim at Ms Dawn Wong's fren's house. :)
Mr Clement, why did you call me Jocelyn now. Funny boy.
Asher and ZheWen, Nonsense with that Jordin Sparks's song.
For the expectations, I will continue to work hard.
Monday, March 3, 2008 ♥
I'm so impressed by
Rubik Queen. She not only know how to solve the 3by3 rubik. She just bought a 2by2 and she managed to solve it on the spot. I was really like "Wah! Li hai lars." Haha.
Damn. I find myself so kiddy though I started playing rubik cube like last year. But it's so embarrassing that i'm playing a secondary school student game. LOL. I know how to solve okay! :)
Ms actress was funny. She reminded me of something that I forgot. Ms actress.
Ms Lau is a no1 fan of you! Lalala.
I somehow feel that someone isnt happy. Hope she's feeling alright.
Sunday, March 2, 2008 ♥
Okay. Went to several places. Still, i cant find my jie lian huan. I need it as gifts for some students. Its more meaningful than rubik cubes i feel. ARGHS. I wonder do they even have it in Singapore. :(